God, it was so fucking hard to control himself! Al he wanted to do was slide his fingers into these delicious locks and thrust down that hot throat. But he knew that he couldn't and thus, his hands kept holding on to the sheets and his hips stayed pressed to the sheets. While Alex was inexperienced and thus this wasn't the best blow job he had ever gotten, the visuals made more then up for it. He didn't know what it was, but watching Alex suck him, made him go mad!

after a while he slowly let go off him and looked insecure up to him. "you..you can touch me. Or..god am i that bad?"

A protesting sound left his lips when Alex stopped. How dare he! "What? No!", he protested once Alex's words got through to him. "God, I want to touch you, but I didn't want to overwhelm you."

he slowly kissed his way up to his lips, while his hands picked up where his lips had left off. "then touch me", he whispered at his lips

He didn't have to tell him that twice. Within seconds, his hands were all over Alex's body. Once he had calmed the initial urge to touch that warm skin, one of his hands moved lower and his fingers wrapped themselves around Alex's length.

he softly hummed into his touch and deeply moaned when he fel this fingers. "guide me", he agsped, clearly looking for reassurance that he was doing the right thing

"You're doing great, darling", he softly said while rubbing his thumb over Alex's tip. "I'm sure you cherked yourself off before, didn't you? Just do to me what you like." He kissed the shell of his ear.

it didnt take long till his hands found more sublt epace and he got more confident in his doings. presing his lips to his neck and even softly sucking on his skin

A deep moan left his lips. "Yes!" His free hand started to search the sheets till he found his pants and thus the little bottle of lube. Bucking his hips up, he length slid deeper into Alex's hand. "Take this", he gasped. "Coat you fingers with it." A shiver ran down his spine. "And then slide one of your fingers slowly into me." It would be easier thisbway around for Alex's first time.

he made sure to rubb his thumb over him when he pushed forward, softly even squezsing him. he waited a second till he had realized the full extend of his words and a shudder ran through his body. "Are you - am i", he stumbeld but already coated his fingers and pressed them between his cheeks, slowly teasing him

Hid eyes shut close and a deep moan left his lips when Alex started to tease him. "Yes, yes you are", he managed to gasp. "Just go slowly. And don't add a second finger before I tell you too." He would guide him through this and ensure that they both would enjoy it.

he softly moaned at his lips and slowly let one of his fingers dip into him. shuddering himself at the new sensation

He only tensed for a second, but relaxed immediatly after it. "Okay, you can slowly move it in amd out", he instructed while slowly stroking over Alex's length.

"Are you okay?", he immediatly asked and looked at him. At his words he still softly furrowed his brows. "Are you sure?", he breathed while kissing him again. Slowly doing ad he told.him

"I'm fine, Alex", he reassured him right away. "And yes, I'm sure!" Luckily, Alex decided that kissing was much better then talking and he could only agree with that! "Add a second finger", he whispered against his lips after a while.